Your experiences are too bad Mouse, but don't for a second believe they represent the greater Military...perhaps another job, with men that WANT to be there would have been better...
Our all volunteer force is a mirror of our society in general...skewed towards the good...sadly, there are some that do not uphold the values of the military...the vast majority do though...
I'm sorry you had a bad experience but for me...after 24 years and still counting of combat missions, jumping out of airplanes, low and slowing into the oceans, fast roping, rapelling, climbing, diving, and generally beating my old body to death and enjoying it...I would not change a thing.
Some guys and gals have experiences like yours...the vast majority look back and relish their service...all the best in your future though brother...you are now a veteran.
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Also I heard the voice of the Lord saying who shall I send, and who will go for us? Then said I, here am I, send me...
The real test comes when all strength has fled, and men must produce victory on will alone...