"it's just a dog". Who has heard this plenty of times when their pet dies? I've heard it a few times over the past 24 hours, because my dog and best friend died last night. He was 14 and he lived a very healthy and active life. He died in my arms of heart failure and had very little pain when he left us.
I'll leave that topic for a moment and re-introduce myself. My name is Brian and I used to be an active member of this group (when it was Stand318) until 9/11 happened when I joined the military. Most of you know from one of my old posts a few months ago that I have strayed from God over the past few years. I lost sight o f Him and focused instead on Earthly things. These past few months I have been telling myself that I need to get back into the Word, get back into Worship, and hang out with you guys.
This month has been bad - my girlfriend of 2 years broke up with me over denominational differences, my grandfather's health is continuing to fail, and my dog and best friend of 14 years died in my arms last night. Sometimes I wish I could just skip the next few weeks and move on with my life, but I know that's impossible. I have been praying, but haven't felt any comfort.
I need to get my life back on track with God and don't know how to. I'm an expert at many things in my field, but not with this. Does anybody know what to do?
Going back to Buster, my dog....I miss him so much right now. He died at 11:02PM last night (Sunday) and he's already been buried in our backyard. I didn't want to have anything to do with it, because I just didn't know if I could handle it. He slept with me, took trips with me, kissed me when I had a bad day, showed me that he cared, and played this crazy game with me where he would playfully bite my hands.
Some say animals go on to be with God, others say no, they have no soul. I have a little feeling that they go be with their creator though.
Couple of references:
Matthew 10:29
Luke 12:6
Psalm 50:10-11
Matthew 6:26
...makes you think. But I have a feeling that I'll see him again one day.
Most people turn to God is their desperate hours. I'm in my desperate hours realizing that I need to be with God at all hours, not just the bad times. God put that dog in my life for a reason. I learned so much from him and knew that he, along with all of the other creatures of the world, are created by God.
With all of this being said, I need prayer and I need Christian friends to help me find the way again.
Brian