thanks, ditto. i may drop this forum next. see you at other one. less offensive to others. now am paranoid of speaking my mind[although fam. says not enuf]when i get up nerve to speak it, get shot down. even with my humor. ill get off before doing any more ''damage''. if any. maybe im wrong? NO ONE HAS CORRECTED ME YET. so must be true.

No need to be paranoid. Don't worry about others. Just be yourself. That's all I ask for. Since no one has said anything yet. I think it's ok.

good point. out of my control. so, why fret . thanks! anger is counterproductive, forgiving is lightening the load. i know i rely too much on my car. because im no fan of being even more of a burden on my folks. i hate that with a passion, and it frustrates, adds more pressure when rejected by a dream job!

I'm the same way about my car but I have to help out here with my parent too. Maybe your were destined to have a better job than the one you've didn't get. Just think about the future and not the past.

TY. I LOVE YOUR POSTIVE OUTLOOK. HOPE I CAN BE JUST AS, IF NOT MORE ENCOURAGING FOR YOU. , supportive also. i could live in a box, it depends on company. life happens! people are important in the end, not things or job security. [it helps]. as long as this box is not my folks home. i know im a burden, theyre polite about it, but i feel the tension. the more job rejections and car troubles i get-it confuses me what God wants from me.

I appreciate your kind words. I truely understand how life happens and how people that mean so much to you are important factors of ones life. I think sometimes I'm a burden but it quickly goes away. It's just hard to figure out the direction God wants all of us to take. That's why friend's opinion help out.

true. friends are voluntary, family is or seems to be obliged to each other. sometimes like emotional blackmail.or maffia.

Family do seem to have that maffia feel to them. There' a lot of pressure dealing with family. I'm happy my family doesn't do that much except for grandmother.

wanna trade? HEHE I wouldnt trade my car. but would take a truck if won. tax free and no title fees. hehe im a dreamer i know. [; no such thing as a free car, because winner pays taxes on prize. plus expenses. even lottery. id assume so. knew someone who worked for lottery commission.

It's good to a dreamer and trying to reach those dreams. Taxes are always part of life even if you won a car or lottery. It's just funny how it all works.

YEA, IT sure is. getting dark outside, i better get offline soon. but will check other mail first. if not interrupted. lose my turn at computer[again]. i miss my car!

I know how it is here (getting dark too). I'll email you soon.

cool, thunder here. car leaks on drivers side too. yikes! LOGGING OFFSOON.

It's bad here too. I not too afraid of using computer in the rain. I can always fix it.

thats a plus. rain not so bad driving as other drivers itself. hehehe

Yep, you have to watch out for bad drivers always. It doesn't depend on weather just the crazy drivers on the road.

yea, bad drivers, rain and full moon is really scary. yikes! i TRY TO EXPECT WORST FROM OTHER DRIVERS, [DEFENSIVE], TO BE PREPARED FOR MORONS ON ROAD OR CUTTER OFFS. ESPEC AT YIELDS NEAR MALL/TARGET, walmart etc. lunch hour worst.

I also drive defensive but it's good to be both sides of the coin. The area around the mall is bad at lunch hour but I think I can manage

i know it![; SAFEST DRIVER IN TOWN. espec around buses. hehehe

That's cool. I just hate getting caught behind emergency vehicles. Like the other day. It freaks me out.